Undecided

19, Psychology student who loves things that don't love her back.

This is a lot harder than I thought it would be.

I guess you can get familiar with rejection, but you never do grow immune to it.

Sometimes, it feels like the only fully functioning aspect of me is my tear ducts.

I may be many things, but I don’t ever want to be needy.

Don’t ask me why I think I deserve this because quite frankly, I don’t think I do.

I don’t know. I don’t think I know anything. 

I do not understand the choices that I make. Regardless, I have to deal with the consequences. The only way I will get through today is with Your mercy.